Fairywd

Wow it's been a good while since I've really put anything on my site. Life has been pretty crazy for me but it's a good crazy. I missed this place. Hopefully I'll be around more often.

The place I call home no longer embodies the garden of edan as it once seemed, for my aguish held inside has become a harsh reality. I cannot escape the demons that larch inside, awaiting my arrival. My only escape is within the wonders of my enthralling mind. But I can no longer dip into the past for all it holds is tears and shattered dreams. The past may shapes us, but the future makes us who we are. So all I can do now is push myself forward into a better horizon. There is something out there waiting for me that I have yet to discover. But for now I must go though the off-white, stained door and face the greatest of all foes; acc

LOOKING INTO THE AGONY THAT COMES FROM WITHIN PRICKLE OF ANGUISH PIERCES ONES CONSCIOUSNESS ALL ONE MUST DO IS STRIVE HOPE IS NOT LOST AS LONG AS YOU BELIEVE God im tired of everyones shit. What is the truth anymore? Feelings only kill. Oh well. We learn from the mistakes, even the hardest of all mistakes. Foget if possible, move on to the next hour. Wat do you have to lose? Ya im just tired of so much right now. of stalkers. haters. people who push away. and you know what i love to keep hearing? how its all me, it all my fault. well F*** that!! Im Damn sick of this world and the people in it. God each day just gets harder then the next